I know Pink is singing about relationships, but I can't help but relate the lyrics to her new release to my personal struggles with working to get healthy.
Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by, by, by
Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
Well, this Resolute Fat Girl has gotten up again, and she's trying, trying, trying. There is so much desire in my heart, but the body and mind can be so weak. I've let my weakness overtake my desire. I've fallen back into old habits. I've gained back the 40 I've lost. Yes, it makes me feel ruined. Yes, I've cried. BUT, I've fanned that flame. I refuse to die!